On Monday, Chrissy Teigen published a lengthy apology for all of her bullying ways.

“I want you to know I’ve been sitting in a hole of deserved global punishment, the ultimate ‘sit here and think about what you’ve done,'” Chrissy wrote. “Not a day, not a single moment has passed where I haven’t felt hte crushing weight of regret for the things I’ve said in the past.”

Several people have come out and accused her of bullying them to the point they became suicidal.

“But there are others — and more than just a few — who I need to say I’m sorry to. I’m in the process of reaching out to the people I insulted. I understand that they may not want to speak to me. I don’t think I’d like to speak to me. But if they do, I am here and I will listen to what they have to say, while apologizing through sobs.”